tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55608212011-04-21T12:47:25.908-07:00tales told by an idiot, full of sound and fury signifying nothing. bennoreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5560821.post-1057793461318574142003-07-09T16:31:00.000-07:002003-07-09T16:31:01.293-07:00<strong>paul rudd</strong> <br /> <br />i saw paul rudd at the virgin megastore yesterday. <br />he has a pair of sideburns and a moustache that'd make 70's porn star stash cockler jealous. <br /> <br /><script language='javascript'>backBlog('<$BlogItemNumber$>','<$BlogTitle$>')</script><noscript><a href='http://www.blogextra.com/backblog/feedback.asp?user=4243&entry=<$BlogItemNumber$>&blogname=<$BlogTitle$>'>Feedback</a></noscript><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5560821-105779346131857414?l=briefrespite.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>bennoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5560821.post-1057790306865640342003-07-09T15:38:00.000-07:002003-07-09T15:38:26.886-07:00<strong>good news, bad news</strong> <br /> <br />i got a response from blogger. <br />they told me how to fix the problem on sanelibs. <br /> <br />i did what they told me and there's another problem. <br /> <br />so. <br /> <br />i'm letting you know here, in case you check here. but also check there. for this problem will be sorted out. <br /> <br />unlike the problems i'm having here with sitemeter and backblog. <br />grrr, etc. <br /> <br />end trans. <br /> <br /><script language='javascript'>backBlog('<$BlogItemNumber$>','<$BlogTitle$>')</script><noscript><a href='http://www.blogextra.com/backblog/feedback.asp?user=4243&entry=<$BlogItemNumber$>&blogname=<$BlogTitle$>'>Feedback</a></noscript><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5560821-105779030686564034?l=briefrespite.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>bennoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5560821.post-1057742970662330912003-07-09T02:29:00.000-07:002003-07-09T03:11:47.273-07:00<strong>starting goddamn over</strong> <br />i've got nothing. <br /> <br />the sanelibs site was something to behold. <br />it was to go to the next level. <br />i had a photoproject. not even a very good or interesting one. just a beginning one to play with the form and see what's possible. <br />apparently fuckall is possible, as the pictures jammed up my site. <br />too much memory taken up by pictures. <br />couldn't load anything more onto the information choked bastard. <br />it snorted too much ftp into its pale blue head and its eyes rolled all the way back. <br />i've taken it to the emergency room at top speed and now it sits in wait to maybe be tended to by techno-doctors who could give a fuck whether this one lives or dies, and all i can do is hold its clammy hand and pretend i believe it will make it. <br /> <br />well, i'm seeing someone else, sanelibs. i've explained the situation to this other blogsite. it knows i've got a steady sweetie in recovery. but it knows i have needs. and it will tend to those needs while you're away. i don't know what'll happen if you get better. i can't know. we'll see. all i know is that for now, i love you and i think of you while i'm with this new site. you'd like her. she's a lot like you. <br /> <br />baby steps in the relationship as i figure out how to trust again, how to add responses and site meters, how to love again and add links and maybe change colors. <br /> <br />this blogsite is no dick sargent. this blogsite is james cameron directing aliens. <br /> <br />i'm starting out this blogsite with a long island iced tea of metaphors. i put as many in there as i could find and it doesn't taste alcoholly at all. rather, it tastes benign. <br /> <br />we'll see how long that lasts. <br /> <br /><script language='javascript'>backBlog('<$BlogItemNumber$>','<$BlogTitle$>')</script><noscript><a href='http://www.blogextra.com/backblog/feedback.asp?user=4243&entry=<$BlogItemNumber$>&blogname=<$BlogTitle$>'>Feedback</a></noscript><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5560821-105774297066233091?l=briefrespite.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>bennoreply@blogger.com